If only it were a dream, how wonderful that would have been I still see you in my dreams Returning to pick up what I forgot Brushing dust off old memories There is a happiness that won’t return You taught me that at the end The dark past I hid and couldn't speak of Remains dark without you, forever Surely, I know There’s no more hurt left for me beyond this Even that day’s sadness, even that day’s pain I loved it all, together with you The bitter scent of lemon lingers on and won’t leave my heart I cannot go home until the rain stops You are still my light even now I traced your back in the darkness I remember your outline clearly Each time I encounter things I can’t fully accept The only thing overflowing is tears What were you doing? What were you watching? With that face I didn't know If you are somewhere now Feeling the same tears, amidst loneliness Please forget about someone like me I wish that from the bottom of my heart Yet, you are still my light even now I was more in love with you than I thought Since then, I can hardly breathe Though you were by my side so much, it feels like a lie I just can't forget you; that much is certain Even that day’s sadness, even that day’s pain I loved it all, together with you The bitter scent of lemon that remains in my heart and won’t leave I cannot go home until the rain stops Like one half of a fruit that was sliced away Yet, you are still my light even now