They thought I'd cower in fear and break Thought they got advantage to take But I guess they're blinded eyes full of hate I'm gon' make 'em say, "Why?" I didn't bend, how could I even break? In every battle lost, know they celebrate Well, it's good to hear their cries when they fail Praying for my downfall, they thought I would quit We'll never know, I guess we'll never know If I would go down, guess we'll never know No, I don't know, I guess we'll never know I guess we'll never know, I guess we'll never know Ah ayokong mamatay They tryna kill the colors in my mind When all my heart wanted was to be kind, oh I'm afraid to die alive Losin' myself, tryin' to be a lie So I'd be picture-perfect in your eyes I said I'm alright, that's why I would tell them when I could cry Chose to be kind but these people so evil, my my Come inside, inside of my mind See I'm wrestling all my demons up on this side Still faking a smile, I'm fine, but it's gonna take a while 'Cause I'm all too familiar with this kind of pain Kahit 'nong gawin I won't run away Bukas makalawa lang alam kong may darating na grasya grasya grasya We'll never know, I guess we'll never know If I would go down, guess we'll never know No, I don't know, I guess we'll never know I guess we'll never know, I guess we'll never Ah ayokong mamatay They tryna kill the colors in my mind When all my heart wanted was to be kind, oh I'm afraid to die alive Losin' myself, tryin' to be a lie So I'd be picture-perfect in your eyes, oh Oh-oh, oh-oh Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh oh Oh-oh, oh-oh Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh oh Oh-oh, oh-oh Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh oh Ah ayokong mamatay (ayokong mamatay oh) They tryna kill the colors in my mind When all my heart wanted was to be kind, oh (oh) I'm afraid to die alive (ah) Losin' myself, tryin' to be a lie (I'm losin' myself) So I'd be picture-perfect in your eyes, oh