My life in a nutshell This is my life in a nutshell This is my life in a nutshell Heaven's so far away, I'm startin' to love Hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels (pain feels) These prescriptions that I fill Never make the pain heal Fuck, uh Back in the lost and found, I go But I'm more lost than found, I know I feel so cold in L.A. like I'm sittin' back at home, Chicago They say living's harder than dyin' I'm willin' to gamble that Find me unresponsive in a hotel room Girl, can you handle that? Worst case scenario You still hear my songs on the stereo You still hear my name on the radio So I'll live forever, forever This is my life in a nutshell Heaven's so far away, I'm startin' to love Hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels (pain feels) These prescriptions that I fill Never make the pain heal Ho-oh-oh, oh Death melodies I sing Cardiac arrest notes I hate to bring the negative vibes in the room But that's the ugly truth So much of my life and time the world's consumed I throw the deuce and grab the noose Onto the next chapter None of this matters I've been feelin' helpless This is my life in a nutshell Heaven's so far away I'm startin' to love Hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels (pain feels) These prescriptions that I fill Never make the pain heal