Ayo, before I start this song man I just want to thank everybody for being so patient And baring with me over these last couple of years While I figure this shit out Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? I guess I keep talkin' 2 myself It feels like I'm going insane Am I the one whose crazy? Yeah Woah, woah, woah Woah, woah, woah So why in the world do I feel so alone? Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel? If there is then let me hear just so I know that I'm not the only one I went away I guess to open up some lanes But there was no one who even knew What I was going through growing pains Hatred was flowing through my veins On the verge of going insane I almost made a song dissin' Lil Wayne It's like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin' I felt horrible about myself, he was spittin' and I wasn't Anyone who was buzzin' back then coulda got it Almost went at Kanye too God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic Thank god that I didn't do it I would of had my ass handed to me And I knew it but Proof isn't here to see me through it I'm in the booth poppin' another pill, tryna talk myself into it Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin' people for no reason? Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying Your health is declining with your Self esteem, you're crying out for help Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself It feels like I'm going insane Am I the one whose crazy? So why in the world do I feel so alone? Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel? If there is then let me hera just so I know that I'm not the only one Marshall, you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow All I know is I'm wallowin' self loathing and hollow Bottoms up of pill bottle maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow My sorrow echoes in this hall though But I must be talkin' to the wall though I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin' to myself) But all these other rappers suck is all that I know I've turned into a hater I've put up a false bravado But Marshall is not a egomaniac, that's not his motto He's not a desperado, he's desperate, it's startin' to bottle Inside 'em, one foot on the brake one on the throttle Fallin' asleep with writers block in the parking lot of Mc Donalds But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it Admit you got a problem, your brain is clouded you pouted long enough It isn't them it's you you fuckin', baby Quit worrying about what they do and do fuckin' Shady I'm fucking going crazy Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself It feels like I'm going insane Am I the one whose crazy So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one So I pick myself off the ground and fuckin' swam 'fore I drowned Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around It's different them last two albums didn't count Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing 'em out I've come up to make it up to you no more fucking around I've got something to prove to fans I feel like I let em down So please accept my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normal I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you For those of you who don't know The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no Signs of slowin' up, pullin' up, blowin' up, all over no mo My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos I'm back with a vengeance homie Weezy keep ya head up TI keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up Don't let up, just keep slayin' 'em Rest in Peace to DJ AM 'cause I know what it's like I struggle with this shit every single day Is anybody out there It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself It feels like I'm going insane Am I the one whose crazy So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one So here it is, dang, this feels like I just woke up or somethin' I guess I just forgot who the fuck I was, ma Ay, yo, is anybody I thought about goin' at 'Twas never nothin' personal 'Cause of some shit I was goin' thru', it's everybody else I'm back, ay, yo